葛蕾偲咪雅

I have shifted

2007-12-02T04:09:00.000+08:00

I have shifted my blog to www.taste-the-lollipop.blogspot.com.

结束

2007-11-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

结束了一段恋情。
展开新的回忆。

不知道几时才能把你放下。
不知道我们的未来会走多远

2007-11-06T18:29:00.000+08:00

SO sick. Sick of this life. Sick of work. Sick of you. sick of everything.

2007-11-05T12:55:00.001+08:00

silly me =)

I was bored and read my past posts from my very 1st post to the most recent. I was like "eee I was really silly lo". I practically laugh at my own posts and silly emo that I held in the past. Realise that I wasn't as strong as I tot I am suppose to be. Haha. Hmmm But I havent shed a tears for anyone anymore. Feel proud of that. *beam*

I feel abit paiseh when I read my post. I was thinking how is it possible that I can expose my feeling online so openly. =\ *Silly*

And broken heart took away my long hair, which I think it is so worthless. I miss my long hair alot and I will get my extention soon. =)

[Sugar]: Listening to what i go to school for. I miss school, I miss canteen, I miss recess and the fun we had.

My new toys~~

2007-11-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

My new toy~~~ collection. Lin just bought me a new sushi set from HK. I love her!

2007-11-03T15:04:00.001+08:00

It's the things that you do,
So physical,
It's the things that you say,
So flammable,
You know I can't resist,
Boy it's such a shame,
Do you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

I'm going to make you mine,
It's not impossible,
Got t9o let you know,
I'm irresistible,
Baby can't you see,
You're the one for me,
But you belong to another,
I don't wanna hurt nobody,
But my heart just can't hold back,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

When I look into your eyes,
Everytime you smile at me,
Oh I go weak inside,
Baby I just can't hide my love,

It's the Way You Make Me Feel,
The way that you make me feel,
Spinning my world around,
Tell me how can I walk away,
I don't care what they say,
I'm loving you anyway,
It's the way you make me feel

2007-11-03T14:40:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the wonderful night. =)

2007-11-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

Why should I even care about other's feelings, when they don't care about mine?

生日快乐。

2007-11-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

Buddy's b day~~~

Eileen's

Coleen's b day

KTV outing

2007-11-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

KTV outing with colleagues~~

Friends or foes?

2007-10-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

Friends or foes?

When you think they are they might nt.

2007-10-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

Tire!
Super tire of life!

2007-10-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

如果时间能从来，
我会守着当初的信念，
相信结婚是爱情的坟墓。

心里的话　真的不必说

我爱坏男孩

2007-10-06T04:20:00.000+08:00

友情万岁！

爱情粉碎。

2007-10-05T02:21:00.000+08:00

开心的一天
幸福的距离有多远？

2007-10-03T03:10:00.000+08:00

What is this
I heard you got a new miss
We just broke up so you know that I'm pissed
They say you're faithful I don't believe that
Oh I tried to act like I didn't care
But it doesn't seem fair you're so good to her
And I tried to pretend I didn't see all those things that you do, you couldn't do for me

I was in love wit ya
But the hell wit ya cuz you didn't wanna treat me right
I was in love wit ya
But the hell wit ya cuz you didn't wanna treat me right
Now ya got another girl in your life, givin her love all day and night
I was in love wit ya
But the hell wit ya cuz you didn't wanna treat me right

So I hear, I've met the wench before
(yeah I remember that time we went to Pizza Hut and you told me she was your cousin)
I hear you learned to open doors
(so when did you become such a damn gentleman)

What does she do to you
To make you give her everything like you never did for me
Call it jealousy, but it's killin me
Cuz all the time that you were mine, you didn't treat me right

Dating game

2007-10-03T02:38:00.000+08:00

"Dating Game"

Dating is like a game that involves real hard feelings, at least for me. We had always started off with sweet nothing, the guy will be like a prince while the lady, the princess. The beauty in each others' eyes. At the starting point there will be "yah! I will love you till the end of time" comes around like as if it is cheap. Humans cant seems to control their emotional.

Den comes the problems which we don't see from the start. The arguement starts to sparks off just from a tiny flame. I think we are pretty sick, we always say love conquer all but it doesnt seems so.

Friends always tell me that they are looking for commitment from the start of the relationship. den again if we don't go into a relationship how do we know if he or she is meant to be or rather if we can live together for the rest of life.

I do see couples who get into heat arguement 3 times a week but the problems never seems resolve. Yet they still stick together when they know they might nt live off in each other life. Just because they are so used to each other that's y they are sticking it on.
I never had this type of relationship where "love" conquered their big difference. Maybe i should find someone who is totally so not what I like to have as a bf.

Just ranting!

[Sugar]: When you break it down I'm just two girls. Trying to blend, trying to vibe

Feelings, wants and needs

2007-09-27T19:02:00.000+08:00

feelings, wants and needs, can they hold the same line in life?

My life

2007-09-25T03:31:00.000+08:00

The bitter sweet taste of my life.

2007-09-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

Love is nothing but disappointment in life.

[Sugar]: Tear just wash away whatever I had and gave me a brand new start.

Disappointment

2007-09-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

Disappointment only comes in when there is high hope.
When my heart breaks I know it is only me that made it happens.
When things happen I should look at where my fault lies before I proceed with what's next.

Love is nothing but diappointment in life.
Cash is king.

[Sugar]: "I hate it when a guy doesn't understand Why a certain time of month I don't want to hold his hand" (It is not just a plain phrase there is more meaning to what it is suppose to be)

Am I wrong?

2007-09-05T03:48:00.000+08:00

I am listening to: This is Why Im Hot

Mentally drained. I miss the days for freedom.

[sugar]: Stay the shit out of my way!

When I start to feel tight

2007-08-24T04:14:00.000+08:00

I havent been updating my blog cause I have been busy with life. Busy with my new found love. Sorry babes nt much updates but I will load pictures lo.

就让这首歌 - 张震岳/MC HotDog/侯佩岑

2007-07-23T10:50:00.000+08:00

就让这首歌萦绕在耳边
我尝试刻画着每一次
曾经快乐的每一日
这首歌要播几次有太多的舍不得事
歌词像针在刺旋律让眼眶湿
曾几何时开始静止打不开的画夹
从你哝我哝的梦到现在你懂我懂的沉默
所有的痛就让时间来破
电影散场之后就在那回首处
你别走回头路
我只能头也不回地藏住感触
少了骗人的拼图怎么拼得出那版图
我真心为你祝福
有没有那么一首歌会让你很想念
有没有那么一首歌你会假装听不见
听了又掉眼泪却按不下停止键
多少的夜就这样开着灯到另一个夜
我们之间有多少故事在这首歌的里面
人不在就让这首歌在回忆也还在
就让这一首歌今夜一直重复
我们都没错只是看清楚原来不懂的事
哦没有什么好说现在先不要说
就让我们沉默
最后的拥抱爱情的终点

Weekend love.

2007-07-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

It was a super loved weekend. I stayed over at hubby's place for friday & Sat and caught harry potter at vivo on sat. Bits of review on harry potter: Just one single word "Boring!" The movie is boring that I nearly fall asleep. No climax or any excitment for the movie. Anyway the 3 kids have all grown up. Not worth a weekend ticket.

Gilda said that I am so sticky to Taco now (oppss..), not my fault la. I have to stick to him leh 'cause he is goin to yang me for my next 1/2 of my life. hehe. I am now the offically sticky gf.

In addition, I met Mr Mystery on thursday night. Took a picture of my carpark while waiting.

8th Jul - 21st Jul

2007-07-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

Fulfilling is the word I can use for the pass 2 weeks. I did lots of actives that I like. here are some updates.

Me and Eileen at Yishun dam. We went there to feed the mosquitoes! They must be happy to see us.

Finally we manage to get into ashton and beat the que-ing crowd!

I love the way the restaurant is design. Look at the retro lamp so cool la!

here comes the food. It is mouth watering and cheap! Worth my time to be there!

Me and Eileen again. I cannt live w/o her.

This week we only went prawning once. I still having the addiciton to it.

You must be thinking that we went to the wrong washroom But hell NO! This is the ladies with the little boy urinal. We simpl;y cannt resist but try it out.

YAH! We miss school alot!

The best part of the week is that Vincent, Eileen, Pam and me went to punggol and guess what we found? Horse Shoes! They will grab out of water when they are mating. Opss we spoil their (horse shoes) fun.

Me and Pammie my bb lover!

Our shadow in the lonely night.

This is the punggol end Jetty.

I love every min of it! I miss baby though 'cause he is working night shift so he missed out all the fun we had for the week.

To end the note, I love all my babes in the bill board!

I miss you...........

2007-07-18T17:27:00.000+08:00

Just simply I miss you but can you feel it?........................ 我想你但你感觉的到吗？

I am starting to feel afraid

2007-07-13T16:21:00.001+08:00

The feeling of being insecure just silently creep into my mind. not too sure why. I cried to myself last night. I not too sure what is wrong but something is definitely wrong. I just have to find that out myself.

[Sugar]: When my hands are cold will you keep them warm for me?

1st week of July 2007

2007-07-09T17:17:00.000+08:00

Another one month before I get to have a PH. I am pretty much into PH! 'Cause it is the only extra day off I get ever since I STAR WORKING. *Horror* But still... I gave myself an off day by taking MC and went shopping cum dinner with my piglet, BB1 and BB2. First we went bugis as the BBs need to collect their pay from Sim Lim. For those who often travel to Sim Lim from Parco will know that we need to squeeze through the BUGIS VILLAGE AKA CHEAP SHOPPING PRARDISE, do you think i can resist the temptation? OF COZ NOT! We need up buying alot of stuffs. well at least for me. My Cheap buy for only 50 bux!I bought the black mini skirt and mini short. I am so so so in love with my black vest! all these for just 50 dollar only!

My spree items arrive too. I super love this blue cardigan.

Not only shopping for this week but most imptly I meetup with babes whim I haven seen for long my piglet and BBs

The taller promotion @ patio. so cheap lor only for 20 bux! i am goin again soon.

last sat i met up with my old classmate. I was acting like an idiot, I think. 'cause kinda of paiseh after all i havent been seeing them for so long. anyway the pics updated. I am glad I did make it to meet them. Love all.

[Sugar]: If only I am a millionair~~~

Unbreathable

2007-06-28T14:50:00.001+08:00

The oxygen in the air is getting thin
It makes me feel suffocated and unbreathable
All I can do is to lie down, waiting for the darkness to fall upon me

When the love veins coils my neck
I know it will end soon.
I need some space to breathe
I need to know what is the feeling of being un-heartbroken.

please kiss my name goodbye.

[sugar]: bored and nothing to blog abt.

I miss...

2007-06-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

I miss clubbing, miss my carefree life, miss my clean room (opps), miss my long hair...

[Sugar]: St james anyone?

My mood - Sexy

2007-06-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Check out my blog new header pic... sexy ma?.. come come guess who but no prize hor.

[Sugar]: kinky addiction.

My life - New found lake.

2007-06-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

Well not sure what to call it but a hidden lake near my hse. its along tampines ave 10. Very peaceful and romantic there. It is hidden by all the trees. The place is very quiet and the water is clear lo. but alot os mosquitoes la. What to do.... nature comes with everything.

[Sugar]: I have type my last letter (for just in case)... its in my computer.

Dream death.

2007-06-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

Went to visit the doc for more sleeping pills yesterday. This time the medication is stronger. Doc has warn me that I might get addicted to the pills. But I dun really care la. I wish can die earlier la. The pills make me sleep peacefully through the night.

Note: If I die I want a pink coffin pls put my fav piglet into the coffin with me. Den I want the rest of my piglets to be distributed to all the friends I love they are Coleen, Eileen, Jayce, Pam, Kailin, Gilda, Levyne. The biggest piggy is to be left for my Dalvin baby.

My man - He is mine (tata young's call him mine)

2007-06-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

It was only a matter of time before I got tired of your ways.
I tried to make you fire but you were only ice
And you didn't seem to wanna change
So then I looked at someone new and he was looking back at me too.
He saw that I was hurt ,knew just what to say ,knew just how to push the pain away
You know I need stability and you know you can't give it to me

Though when I call him on the phone I never feel butterflies,
I know that I can trust he'll always give me love and I know mine will grow for him in time.

He tells me that I'm beautiful and I never ever heard that from you.
He doesn't cause me pain and tears that fall like the rain
Though I'm still in love with you but I need a love that call my own

It wasn't easy letting go but I know that I had to think of the long run and say goodbye
And find someone who appreciates me even though my sun may never rise the way it did with you. He may never kiss me the way that you'd do but at least he makes me feel like a part of his life. At least he doesn't make me cry and I know I can call him mine

Sponsors Needed!!!

2007-06-11T21:09:00.000+08:00

Anyone want to sponsor me a pink sugar pocket bike?

I will be very greatful....

My Life - My piggies meetup

2007-06-11T19:40:00.000+08:00

I have managed to catch up with Pammie after 1-2 mths of nt seeing her. Jayce, Pam and I went for dinner @ Villa'ge. The photos show that we were there. Love my piggies babes!

I love them and the moo moo... so cute eh.

After the dinner we went over to the KTV and Lev joined us shortly.

Our favourite Victory sign.

"I" is easier to spell den "you". Self Obsession is my type of game.

I am so in love with my new Jap uniform. OMG! I think it fit me perfectly well! It is totally 100% kinky. *Wink*

[Sugar] I think I am having mental depression.... I need something...... KINKY! =x

感情思想 - 你怕死吗？

2007-06-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

你怕死吗？我开始觉得死一点都不恐怖。对我而言是一种解脱。如果有一天我因为某种原因而死了希望朋友不会伤心。因为至少我不用再面对人生的拘束，所以因该是高兴的吧！

[Anvil]: I love being a fallen angel.

Drugs

2007-05-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

High on drugs~~~ =x tml will be the night of fun.. cant wait. =x

There you go again and again.

2007-05-30T15:15:00.000+08:00

Please don't come around talkin bout how you changed
How you said good-bye to what's-her-name
All it sounds like to me is new game
And I was right when I thought I'd be much better off without you
Had to get myself from round you, cuz my life was all about you

So you say you wanna talk, I don't
Say you wanna change, I won't
Yeah, it's like that
Had your chance, won't take ya back
Now what, whatcha think about that
And when I say I'm through, I'm through
Basically I'm through wit you
Whatcha wanna say
Had to have it your way, had to play games, now you're beggin me to stay

Don't you wish you could turn the hands of time
Don't you wish you still were mine
Don't you wish I'd take you back
Don't you wish that things were simple like that, oh
Didn't miss a good thing till it was gone
But I knew it wouldn't be long, till you came runnin back
Missin my love, there you go

感情思想 - 爱情是自私的

2007-05-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

以前有人对我说“对不起，爱情是自私的”。当时我不觉得是，反而觉得爱是要包容与谅解。其实每次看你对他好我就有点伤心，但我总是对你说“不要紧。我明白。”我帮你瞒着他，他打电话给你时我总是静静的不出声。你总是牵着我的手和他说话。因为你怕他，我不想让你为难所以选择了保持沉默。

我对你说过“会留在你身边的人都是希望和你会有结果”，我也不例外。我会一直让你来去自如不是因为我看得开，而是我希望有那么一天你会回头的看我一个。

我最后悔的是去年的那个晚上让你去接他。如果当时我坚持不让你去可能今天会不一样。我在你的身边，我很累。真的很累。所以那天我拿出了我最大的勇气，对你狂骂！我知道过后你一定是说“你决定要放弃”。因为我在你心理不值得你珍惜或者你是懦夫。

只要有他在的一天我们永远不会有结果。我玩不起你的爱情游戏，我选择放弃。因为感情需要自私才能永久。

感情 - 回忆里再续。。。

2007-05-28T04:09:00.000+08:00

或许你是过去。因为大家的任性让我们一错再错。谢谢你的美好回忆。

现实我得要面对。因为你总是以为我什么都看得开。

[安维儿]：爱情的苦我真的尝尽了。

生活点滴 - 太多的过去。

2007-05-28T04:02:00.001+08:00

I have been shopping at ikea like once a week and bought myself lots and lots of stuffs. for some updates.

The happy shoppers!

[Sugar]: 我不想长大！

感情思想 - 人心的虚伪

2007-05-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

我们的人生里会遇到几为会让我们失望的人。
人生的里头我们会见识到多少的伪装？
我们要戴几个面具才能生存。

我开始对人心感到恐惧。

友情- friend test

2007-05-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

To check are you my friend @ at all. Take the 1st test before you do the 2nd. If you cannt pass the 1st. don't take the 2nd.

Create your own Friend Test here

Create your own Friend Test here

感情 - 美梦还是噩梦？

2007-05-02T18:52:00.000+08:00

我好像刚刚作了一个梦，也不知道是美梦还是恶梦。只知道我醒来后一切会淡忘掉。因为我现在也不是很记得你的一切。

生活点滴 - Hongkong Cafe & Mahjong

2007-05-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

This is the section where I love most in my office, the smoking area. Heart it.

Went to Hongkong cafe with the usuals bunch of peeps. Sit there for dinner and left ard 10 ++ for quick MJ section. Love everybits of it.

自恋篇 - 学会爱自己多一点。

2007-05-02T18:32:00.000+08:00

以前总觉得别人的眼光很重要，其实并非如此。我要学会爱自己的每一个部分。因为我拥有的别人没有。

我爱自己的短发，爱自己的小眼睛，爱自己的大鼻子，爱自己的身高。

我的微笑别人不会有。

Trying out imeem

2007-04-30T15:26:00.000+08:00

喜爱- Hear Me Cry by Utada Hikaru

2007-04-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

You couldn't say
Needed someone new
You actually thought
Deep inside I knew
Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
And your heart's as cold as ice
(You passed me by)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself why)
Did you see me cry
(Did you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Did you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You couldn't say
Needed someone new
And you actually thought
Deep inside I knew
I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
(You passed me by)
I laugh inside I think of you
And the love we made
(You passed me by)
Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself why)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself how)
Can you hear me cry
(Will you ask yourself)
Will we ever grow apart
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
(You passed me by)
You, I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

感情 - 过去还是成长？

2007-04-29T16:00:00.000+08:00

以前觉得爱情是一切，可是现在金钱比较重要。是我变了还是漫长的时间让我成长？或许两者都不是而是现实让我看清一切。。。。。。。

I am not what I used to be and want to be. Reality took me away the moment I snipped away my long hair and wanting for a change. I knew I have change in the way I want to be.

[Anvil]: No money No honey.

生活点滴 - 29/04/2007 Ikea and MJ

2007-04-29T15:35:00.000+08:00

Finally went to ikea tampines for Meatballs and MJ session at my house yesterday with my piglet KX, Sexy Png, humsup Tang, Levyne and Kailin .

I love meatballs it taste yummy and help Levyne to tabao Chix wings and Hotdog bun. I bought the hotdogs and meatball sauce, the sauce is to dip the hotdogs and bread. YUMMY! I love to eat la.

Follwing Next we went back to my hse for MJ lo. That's when Levyne join us to pak MJ. It has been so long since me, Jayce and Levyne meet on the MJ table. FUN! but me and Lev take turn to pak MJ cause we share a leg. Anyway while she was playing I prepare Mayo eggs for the rest and also took a pic with Levyne's glasses and my new nerdy hairstyle.

Geeksation!

Not forgetting baby came over ard 11++ to stayover at my hse.

Finally after they left, we are ready to rest.

生活点滴 - 我的小奶妈

2007-04-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Finally meet up with Eileen and Vincent, it has been so long since I last saw them. My lovely friends who know me too well. Haha and our fav food is sushi lo. So we met up at parkway to eat sushi. I love my cute little nanny who take care of me like a little princess. Ok I am spolit for love from her and Baby. I feel love.

自恋篇 -　Ｍｙｓｅｌｆ

2007-04-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

So sick of what people think about me. I just want to be me and not what you want me to be. Don't pretend you know me very well when you don't know me.

感情 - My happy pink piglet mug

2007-04-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

You bought this cup when I got my 1st offical real Job. You said I could make my own ginger tea.
The pig is still as happy as before but the feeling to it has change.

[Anvil] ： If only time would stop for a sec.

生活点滴 - My Desk

2007-04-27T09:59:00.000+08:00

My working desk... wooot! Nothing on the table. look pretty empty but soon I will personalize my table. Anyway my company buy a new computer for me. =) new good computer with new key board I hope. hehe. I love new things la.

[Anvil]: 开心工作！

自恋篇 - My Hair

2007-04-26T14:36:00.000+08:00

开始喜欢我的发型。没有可爱，没有甜美也没有任何人的形象。这就是我，黄佳仪。

只要自己觉得ok就ok。不要太在乎别人的看法，因为我有自己的魅力。

感情 - 回忆

2007-04-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

回忆是我生命的一部分。它让我开心也让我成长。谢谢每一个愿意在我回忆留下脚印的人。

生活点滴 - 21/04/2007 & 22/04/2007 Sentosa & MJ Day

2007-04-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

Love to suntan now. cause I will feel tire and sleep well at night which is good for me. 1st time play volley ball. It was fun though my hands are aching still I love it.

and I love MJ too!

生活点滴 - 20/04/2007 Hong Kong Cafe

2007-04-24T16:06:00.000+08:00

Last friday went HK Cafe with Kailin, Lev, Ger, Scan, Meh Meh, Gil and Scan. We sat there from 7pm till 2am and we are all complaining that our butt is totally flatten and aching. Apart from all the aching we had alot of laughter, joking and gossips.

We did alot of 鸟 things too. here is the cutest part of all, we actually try to imitate the oc icon from ebuzz.

Starting from kailin.

I think the smile super cute eh.

follow by Levyne though she is not suppose to do that icon but i think the pic look more like that icon.

think look alike wor.

Next is Gil Gil, hers is super look alike lo.. the expression. LOL

Follow by Scanny.

Next we have a gold digger in the house... meh meh

Ger's icon and what he did is super look alike lo.

Lastly is mine lo. LOL dun luff k. they say look alike is 98% the only missing item is the ghost. =\

[Thou shalt not be your slave]

[感情]

2007-04-23T15:38:00.000+08:00

其实我在自欺欺人。总觉得自己很可笑。哈哈！

好朋友 - 罗志祥

2007-04-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

像两首节拍不同的歌　却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着　愉快不能够假装快乐

你心中有宽阔的天空　但空气好薄　曾经以为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我　但是最后时间证明了　你只喜欢我

你说你比较像你的好朋友　只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉　你难过　于是我给你笑容　谁在乎我的心　还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱　我曾希望用全音符　吟唱出　爱上你
那完整的幸福　你你的心没有耳朵　即使我为你唱着歌

你也只看见我哭了　你说过我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着　你退缩你冷漠　于是我放开双手

不在乎我的心　会永远的寂寞

Last 2 lines copied from Kailin.

你说我是你最好的朋友，就像是永远不会分手的男朋友。。

你宁愿做她一辈子的好朋友，还是勇敢的做一次她的男朋友。。

friends or foe? maybe its just nothing at all.

2007-04-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

Sad to say I come to realise not everyone are ur friends when you think they are. Its not that I don't the truth of this just that nothing really bad had happen to me and I seems to forget about it.
True to say it take years to know someone. When you see that someone you thought he is like that but infact that person maybe not be what it seems. Like what I say in some previous entry "friends I have plenty to lose one that dun treasure is just part of a passing phase. I cant really be bothered with someone that treat me like dirt but though its disappointing to know I actually take someone like that as a friend. Well it just remind me to hold back my principle as who to be friends with and who not to.

After this incident I got a hate post in ebuzz from an unknown. He or she posted I was ugly, look like a ghost and need some plastic. I was like well.... If I need plastic are you going to sponsor me?
If you do want to sponsor I don't mind going for it. I want to get my nose done, My cheek smaller, eyes bigger and teeth straight. If you do then pls email me ur details and I will email u my acct number for you to transfer the money over ok? Sugar is not angry with your post and I am gladly accepting the money and comments you gave. Gosh I doubt that person will DARE to email me la. cause he/she reg one name just to post 1 post and nv come back. Ha! Hum Ji lo.

anyway It doesn't matters to me anymore. 'cause I cant really be bother about what others think. The most impt thing in my life now is money. Love and others can wait.

[Sugar]: When darkness fall upon, when the devil wings come on me?

Thing never gonna be the same again

2007-04-19T01:46:00.000+08:00

start on my new job and it is still on the relax mode. Hope it will be good ba. I hope to settle down on certain aspect of my life le. Now i dont want to have too much things goin on my head but i just want to concentrate on my work and earn as much money as possible. though yah my pay kinda of standard de.

When certain things are gone it will change and be different. Once it is stain it wun be back to its old self again.

[Sugar]: happy as I can be

startin' all over again.

2007-04-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

We decided to give it a try again. Starting everything from fresh But can we do it correctly?

Fate bought together, letting me know that there is someone who do truely love me. I still be content and chrish what I have.

Love you my baby.

Went to KTV with kailin, Levyne, Ger, Nagigi and Jelly. Didnt sing much todays cause I was late to meet them. Sorry cause I have to meet baby ma.

After my ktv we went for chocolate fondue at coffee club... yummy~~!! though the fruits are all very sour.

And we found my friend, Sugar (which is my initial la)

Hmmmm I love sugar. hehe.... My new haircut sux.

[Sugar]: Disgusted by some so call friend.

PMSING

2007-04-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

Has been feeling very pekcek lately and my temper is easily tigger which seldom happen. I think I am having a major hormones imbalance. SO I went to cut my hair again. This time the nerdy Geeky hair style.I was feeling down yesterday and I am not sure why so went to meet Kailin and Levyne

for a drink at georges. As usual I end up red after few sip. After 1hr plus the rest of the gang came but we take photo. Dossy ride there with his ISIS and OGK helmet. Guess what happen to the helmet....

TAH DAH~~~~ The 3 helmet girls.

[Sugar]: If u want just let u have him. I dun like to fight.

Sentosa~~~

2007-04-11T02:00:00.000+08:00

Have been into suntanning lately.. Just went to sentosa on sat 07/04/2007 with Pam, yaohua, Jerome, Fifi and Pingy. Feel so good and burnt totally. Jeff drop by to pass me his belated pressie. I was like stunt lo... He bought me a pair of diamond earrings lo. Love you bro but next time don't need to spend so much la. when I get pay I treat U makan the cliff k. Haha. But our date is always long overdue de. Anway the earring match my diamond necklace very well. Now I want to buy a bracelet and ring le. But ring of cause wait for some prince charming to buy la. LoL.

anway its picture time.

The earring from pinky bro. Thanks~~

beach babes wanna be la~~

the foursome.

Me and BB #2

[Sugar]: When dreams are shattered.

Clubbing..

2007-04-07T07:06:00.000+08:00

I haven been to clubs just for the sake of clubbing for years... So decided to go with Pam and Phy on wed... it was tiring.. I am old le.... But we left early cause phy was not feeling.. plus i am tire. hehe.

With Bimbo No. 1 when No 2 was in the toliet doin her dirty business... LOL

[Sugar]: 好眼泪　坏眼泪　我都曾为你流　感动和悲伤都是理由

Back from genting~~!

2007-04-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

I love the weather there... so cooling! 1st day went to casino to try some luck but as usual the luck is always on the banker side. lazy to post the 3 days so let the pictures do the talking. The froggy night...

the 3 lambo....

baby and me.... with baby nart.

Everyone ask me abt the previous post... just read but don't think otherwise. =)

[Sugar]: Cant be bothered. I am enjoying single life as it is.

23 yrs

2007-03-26T05:50:00.000+08:00

This is my 23rd year of life. Come to think of it, time really pass fast. In a blink of eyes its goin to be 1/2 a yr gone.

Today I am very emo. I realise i had a few relationship that bring me wonderful memories. My 1st love was when I was 14 and it was a puppy love but it lasted for 3 years. He is a nice guy but i guess guys of that age would put their friends in their 1st place. Than I put love as my 1st place. How silly of me.

The next guy was an ah beng... but still very nice to his mother. That's the only thing I like about him ba. Took me sometimes to forget.

3rd guy this guy is the one I would never forget ba. 'cause infront of him I became a timid pig. No temper, everything he says I will say ok. Haha. Budds can hardly believe i am like that. But its been 6 years time pass. =) Things should end there. I will make it end there.

Baby is the best guy I ever met so far. The perfect guy in my eyes I don't think I will ever find one who care me truly, who love me whole heartedly and he only has his eyes on me. My position in his Heart will always be No. 1.

Treasure is the word friends always tell me. I know I should but my heart always tell me otherwise. Love is just a passing phrase of life. It will; never get me anywhere.

[Sugar]: Friends I have tons of it. Losin' one that don't truly care... is just another part of life. Smile always. I don't want to be a spare tyre. I want to be my true self. when things end It should have end there. Let it be.

KTV

2007-03-26T05:14:00.000+08:00

yeah finally went ktv with friends~~ with the bimbos (pam and Phy), yang, Mr Nart and Jelly. Happy =)

[Sugar]: Friends.. we are just friends...

3 more years....

2007-03-24T05:48:00.000+08:00

3 more years I will be 26.... wonder will I get married by than. Marriage is not the top piority in my life but kinda of worry what if by than I still cannt find the one. I don't want to grow old alone. Without someone to company. Paiseh la.. I scare of being alone ma.

[Sugar]: the classic line from Pam "ooooooohhhhHHh Condoms!" which left me and Jayce (-..-)"!

爱到底会让我又多坚强？

2007-03-24T03:56:00.000+08:00

像一场梦　却醒不过来　
另一个我在看着我
她问我值不值得为你付出所有
只要一想起你的温柔就会让我看不清楚　
你想做的你没有谁强迫我坚强　
我却都忍得住　清醒的孤独
你永远是我的最爱　
不管爱你有多难　我的心只想属于你　
无法预知的未来　你试着抱起我　却看见远方寂寞　
爱将会克服一切　在我心中你永远是我的最爱　
不管爱你有多难　我不会停止爱着你　
握着你温热的手　就算偶尔透露你的不安和放纵　
我总是相信你像一场梦　却醒不过来　
另一个你在看着我他问我愿不愿意　
给你更多自由只要一想起你的忧愁　
就会让我看不清楚　我想做的我
没有谁强迫我坚强　我却都忍得住　梦里的孤独

18th is a Shopping ban day

2007-03-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

Meet up with Jayce and Pam for Jayce last min shopping. She is goin to start her new job on monday so need to get some clothes. Poor me and Pam we are on shopping ban till end of the mth. =( Jayce got alot of shopping deals~~ Cheap like hell. No pic of Jayce cause she is busy with the shopping... while me and pam... *sulk*

bored while waiting for Jayce to try out the clothes. Dont ask me what pam is doin....

[Sugar]: love or lust? what are you looking for?

Happy 23rd Birthday.

2007-03-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

I am 23rd this year. God! Please save me from ageing. Well that's my wish for each year. I havent celebrate my birthday since I am 20. The main reason was I don't like the idea of ageing. This year I kinda of change my mind. Don't ask me why.

My colleagues bought me maffins cake... yummy and very pretty too....

On the 16th went to meet up with the babes, they are all bimbos (for your infor all 3 are big boobs ladies) Coleen, Pammie and phy phy.

We headed for a Pub in boat quay didn't really drink there but they got me a cute little maffin for my b day cake. They sing happy birthday too. It was fun la!! Next we move on to MOS. I got the right ppl to club with. Hehe. the Biatch bimbos!!!~~~ Sexy is the word for my pretty GFs

Well... cannt dun have my pretty face ma. lol..

Lawerence with his smile... cause with me beside him ma.

I love her to the max. My pillar who hold me on for years. who lend me her shoulder when I need one. Love ya *Chu*

Told ya my gfs are sexy..... Phy doin last touch up..

Me and Pam.. We are vain. vanity rule our tiny little barbie world

My Birthday presents from the love ones. I got 3 pigs this year.

This is Super zun zun piggy. Love it alot... from Pok (PY), Gil, Piglet (Jayce) and biatch bimbo (Pam). They know I love muscle man so they got me super man suit.. mind you the pig come with 6 pac

The lovely Coach purse Dos, Gary, Lin and Lev gave me.. I love it to a million~~~

The lamp from Jeremy, Tom, Jerry and Lennart...

My B day part 2 we went to Georges and Had hell of the fun playing all the stupid games. I love all guys that made it to wish me happy b day and all the gifts.

You guys made me a happy girl, a happy 23 year old little girl (Hey me still little K~~~)

[Sugar]: Love the shine you put on me when you smile.

when death caught up with me.

2007-03-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

The fear of darkness, Death angel;
She caught me by my throat;
left me out of breathe;
gasping for the air.

When the time stop;
darkness come upon;
the blood hug my world;
say my last name and be gone.

ohh my god.....

2007-03-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

B day is coming soon le... so sad la... older by a year liao!!!!!!!!

Lev ask me what i want for b day... think and think I know le.... I want a build a pig!! lol....

darling bought a pair of jeans for me. hehe Love him munchie.

omg I feel old

2007-03-07T01:59:00.000+08:00

That day I flipped my piggy bank which i use to store my coins and saw the msg written by liqin on the piggybank. OMG its my 12th b day present from her. I start counting and realise its been like 11 yrs le. I feel so old man.

She should be touch that I am still using the piggy bank she gave me. haha. Its still in very good condition no chips no paint wear off... I wonder can this be consider as 古董. The words written are still clear. omg.. I just expose my age. feel older each year.

updates!!

2007-03-06T04:25:00.000+08:00

I realise I havent been updating my blog. I bought 3 new pigs recently for my piggy coleections... I love pigs. ZHU ZHU POWER!

This time I bought a super big piggy.

Went ktv recently with 6 ppls, a big pig and a piglet. hehe 'cause I bought the above 2 pigs on that day. Nart rape my big piggy wor. so sad. my big piggy not bergin anymore. =(

Finally got my skinny jeans from topshop. hehe went to vivo with pammie on sat and shop till my legs drop. Went to build a bear for Peiyu's b day. it was fun I am goin to get a build a pig for myself soon. =)
[Sugar]: treasure not just today but tomorrow and yesterday too!

情人节 14/02/2007

2007-02-15T14:13:00.000+08:00

V day had just pass, hope everyone enjoy the day of love. Be it to ur family or to the special one.

I stay home for v day so i can company my mom and my BF. I had cooked a nice dinner for them.

I havent been cooking for sometimes. Busy with work and play. Haha.

Recently I had this major crush on this guy by the name of Goh Kiat Chun. He is a TW actor. cute guy with big dolly eyes and well build body. He is the type of dream guy which i would fall in love with. Thanks to Jayce piglet. I am so happy to know that there is this type of guy on earth. Haha..

I wish to quit smoking but determination is not my strength.

[Sugar]: If only time would stop for a sec. I wish it would stop at the time when love just started. 'Cause love is not blind, it makes u see more that you would wish to see less.

baby is so sweet....

2007-02-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

Baby is so sweet to me..... =) I am getting diabetics very soon. We just went to gelare yesterday with the buzz guys and we ate waffles~~~~ yummy!!

Nothing much to update cause nothing much happen. The one I love still love me so I am 幸福.
The one that dun love still dun love me so I dun really care too. Haha

幸福的定义是在于你几时会满足。
我现在很满足！
因为我有他。

好奇的欲望

2007-02-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

很多人都会有好奇心。
但知道了过后又能这么样？
比如我说了不该说的话你不开心，
那我就不说了吗？

因为某某所以我不能说某某话。
有时觉得自己很傻，傻的无可救药。
但是我的苦心他会知道吗？
我看不会吧！
因为它在乎的不是我而是他。

爱上一人要让他放纵。
因为爱是不需要回报。
我是这么认为的。
所以我明知道他不会像爱她的那么爱我，
但有时偶尔见到他也是一种幸福。

短暂的回忆不一定不开心，
畅叙的回忆不一定会美。

一个人的生活

2007-02-06T02:39:00.000+08:00

你说你已经习惯了一个人的生活。
是真的吗？
你并没习惯而是那个人还没真的走开。
当寂寞降临时你还能那么冷静吗？
因为它还没让你体会到它的滋味，所以你能那么自然的说习惯。

My only one baby

2007-02-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

爱情最寂寞的不是别离
而是感动的回忆　让人很容易站在原地
以还回的去

2007-02-02T02:33:00.000+08:00

开心与不开心只是一念之差。
伤心与不伤心只是那一秒间。
我明知道玩火最后伤的是自己。
我不是你的傀儡也不是你的玩偶。

Dont understand why you have to tell me certain things. We are just friends pure friends. Don't cal me by certain name cause I am not that old girl whom you used to know. I am not that sweetie pie who has no temper and do whatever you like. I have my own point of views. I have my own set of principles too.

I love freedom!!!!

累了！

2007-01-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

我不是你的玩具，不是你的傀儡。我真很累！我知道这游戏的规则但我还是很累。我想放弃。

Fun time!

2007-01-25T10:45:00.000+08:00

Fun always dun last. =) Celebrated Piglet's (Jayce) 20th b day at ECP on the 20th of Jan. WOW! You should look at the crowd of 40 ppl at the pit. It was fun~~~ The usuals gather ard and talk rot lor. When we meet in the evening they were talking abt MJ and when we left, the MJ was still the topic. Meet up with Lev at Parkway before we head for ECP, Bought Piglet a bunch of sunflower. Nice Nice bunch. I like it alot. hehe though I would prefer a real 1.

Weekend

2007-01-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

I had a hactic weekend. Went down to linksys for the exchange of my adapter and realise they are not open on sat. I felt kinda of dumb for not calling before hand. Anyway have to make a trip again one of the weekdays.

Went to baby's company DnD. It was hell of the fun. The theme was retro sad to say I dun like retro so I have none of the retro stuff. The only retro top I own is the poka dot top. so gross but I wear it anyway. After I board the bus and head for baby's house I realise I look like dalmantian (woof! woof!).

Baby pie is always sweet to me.

I dont know what to say

2006-12-28T17:38:00.000+08:00

The words are lost and confuse. I am tire. sleepy due to the weather. maybe.

gary's B day + Buzz Christmas Chalet

2006-12-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

Finally the day has come for the fun night with bbq and gifts exchange.

The Bbq food look how lucky is MY being fed by our pretty lady.

Lin is Luffing at Lev. I wonder what did she eat to make her look like puking.

How can we ever leave the mahjong out for the kiao gui. haha look at the engross face of them

Next we will move on to what happen upstairs where everyone is resting.

Wah lao Levyne is trying to style MY's hair. OMG! i think she is crazy man. She gave up after sometimes. See next.

Well she decided that a hair clip is enough for it. Haha Look at our cute MY so adorable.

Our cute big bro. Mr Jeff. I was wondering what is he up to and look at his Happy smile. This is cute.

Guess what we girls love to do.

CAM WHORE LA! What else we are never sick of doin the funny poses.

Next is tghe preparation for the cake cutting for the christmas and the b day day. Our dear cute Gary. he had a big surpise after he came back from buying the ice. He had a shock cause when he came back the chalet was all dark and silent. We were hiding up stairs and we switched off the light.

The Designated b day cake to fit the Christmas party and Gary's b day.

The mahjong freak with the specially made birthday wish.

Our cute B day boy with his cheeky pose. Hmmm but that's the best Gary could do. lol

The guys with Gary. They were suppose to act cute but....... they couldn't. better not let anyone spoil their appetiate.

Told ya we girls just love to pose. Haha we did better then the guys of cause.

Following up next is the gift exchange part.

Lin, lev and me were busy preparing for the gifts exchange. Its was abit boring for some part. But here come the best part. Dos got the Best pressie of the year.

Its a rubber Dick. hahahahahaha We were all luff our ass off at tge pressie and some were tearing.

It was a fun night. i hope we will have more of this chalet in the future.

Merry Christmas to all.

Short Hair.

2006-12-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

I cut my hair real short. Its shiok. I feel so hairless now. lol. Think can save alot on shampoo and take shorter time to dry my hair. Baby said I look cuter and younger now. Thanks baby. I love ya.

Photos time.

[Sugar]: Treasure the happy times cause usually they are short.

Feeling alittle bit of sad

2006-12-11T16:00:00.000+08:00

Just feel down suddenly. No particular reason. erm not really actually I know the reason why I am not very happy. But I cannt say it out. Cause my blog no longer pte anymore. Maybe I should start keeping a diary but I lazy to write. I prefer typing, it's neat and fast.

Its coming to the end of year 2006. Fresh new year 2007. I wonder how will my next year be like. Cannt predict but who knows I might get married next year to my present bf. We might break up and I will find a new beau.

If I will strike 4D or toto Next year or maybe I will save enough for buy LV. haha Sugar is abit sot sot now. Cause I am bored.

[Sugar]: Fate bring you to me but he didnt chose the right time.

If only I have 1 million dollar

2006-12-05T17:13:00.000+08:00

Have you heard of the song “一百万”? Funny song. If I have that I will buy myself a car, a house and a pink psp. The rest I will put the bank to increase the interest.

Went to KTV for Kailin's B day celebrate. Yeah we had hell of a time. We did alot of funny stunt. Yah we girls can really pose.

Mingyang our Mr like to pose for year 2006

KTV Queen lor Ms Shino

See we girls like to pose.

[Sugar]: is happy cause something is coming for me.

2006-12-05T13:32:00.000+08:00

我竟来都很开心。

2006-11-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah I finally get my photos for the photoshoot.
of cos the photos photos .............

[Sugar]: If I ever be an angel. Can I be a dark 1?

2006-11-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

Its been so long. to be exact its 7 years of long wait. They have been with me for 7 years. Now they are all gone. *Cry* I want them back. Sugar had cut her hair away. Remove my past with a new future. I have let go everything. Wish my luck.

[Sugar]: For better or for worse. Wonder can i still attract. hmmmm *sleep*

2006-11-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

When love become stagnate. How do we move it? If we are in love than we are. If we are not than what are we? How can I reject a love that is so near to me? I love the way we used to be. I love the smile we used to hang on our face. The kisses and hugs were nv enough. Where quarrels are not in our dictionary. We can hold on if only we forget out past and the future is what we are yearning for.

[Sugar]: I love you. Even candy do not make me happy.

2006-11-19T04:08:00.000+08:00

He is angry but he still come my hse and squeeze my bed. =..= so sick la he.

he came over then I help him do squeeze the blackhead and pimples. At the end of it I applied the pimple cream in the shape of heart. *LOL* So sweet sia. I realise Baby like my piglet alot. Today film a new video which I cannt blog it. oooHH so sad but very funny vid and only Kailin see it. I will name is "Kill the piglet" Vid.

[Sugar]: The backstroke Style.

2006-11-18T03:27:00.000+08:00

I am now considering closing down my blog. cause I think I gave too many ppl my url. Suddenly feel constraint on the things that I can blog here.
Cause there are a handful of people whom I dun want to share my tots with.
Hmmmm but I like my blog name leh. =( what should I do wor. and keeping 2 blogs is troublesome to login here and there. sian. Sorry ar forget to add. Sugar is a lazy girl.

Went to Hk cafe again with Lev, Gil and Scan. As usual we ate but this time we only eat the desert. As usual talk tok till Lev's bf come and fetch her. So good hor. nex time find a bf must find one wu car de. lol. lagi best if he wu money, wu car, wu house and wu looks of cause not forgetting the height la. *LOL* Later I go dream about it la. I know even if have also bo my chance. Gil also wu scanny to fetch her. when will be my turn. But of cause I would prefer to own my own car.

Anyway I am getting fatter each day. He even want to use my photo to ward off evil leh. wah i realise now he damn evil to me lor. Don't know if he is trying to hide his feelings or what. But who cares la he is just a friend to me. Cause I promise I will fall for a fat guy. I like guys who are tall (180 and above) and macho. make me feel secure la. *Grin*. That why I was inlove with baby for 2 years +++ cause he is tall (190) and macho (not really la but big size). lol.

I think I really having the habit of sleeping late which is not good for my body.
my dark rings are all showing out. *gheez*
Will be meetin Baby later. hmmmmm he is still angry. See how ba. Kinda of sian to quarrel.

[Sugar]: If only candy could make ma happy.

2006-11-17T17:19:00.000+08:00

You just said the worst thing you could ever say
Well, I don't understand why it just can't be this way
I'm crying because of you
I hate, yes I hate all your lies
I'm so scared
And I fear what I see in your eyes
But I hope, and I dream, and I wish, and I pray
That you have some love left for me
Do you have some love left for me?
You just did the worst thing you could ever do to me
Well, I don't understand why and I cannot see
That it's hurting because of you
Do you have some love left for me?
I hate, yes I hate all your lies
I'm so scared
And I fear what I see in your eyes
(you don't feel anything)
But I hope, and I dream, and I wish, and I pray
That you have some love left for me
Do you have some love left for me?